new new new~

ah... wat a wonderful world... not!

on my last day of work in low yat, which was on 31st march, i got the news that my great grand ma wasnt doin so well. she had difficulties to breathe already. but i wasnt able to make it due to my working hours and plus it was my last day. so i made it up to her the next day. i went with my aunt and my cousins. her tears rolled down her cheek when her favourite grand daughter went over to visit her.

that... was the last time i see her.

the very next morning, we got a call from my grand aunt saying that my great grandma past away.

i got a new job back in subang! hehe... i am sooooo lazy to explain wat i do in this new company so just let be it. cos i myself thinks that it is sho sho sho complicated. but... it's a small company with lots of aunties... aunties = gossips. and a little of politics. but... mind my own business larh.

i dont know how to communicate with them. i myself not a nosy person so whenever it's lunch time, i bring my own food. i went out for lunch with them once, which was on my 1st day of work. disaster. i feel like killing myself. they we saying things like those... auntie stuffs... and i was suffering listening to them...

went sg wang with bieboo yesterday for her usual monthly hair cut. and things turned out bad in the middle... sighs... i dont know why. but everything is ok now...

i've already typed wat happened to my great grandma's funeral but i forgot to bring my pen drive... oh well... next time la.

seriously, i really think i have a really big problem. i got a really bad memory!! i can forget things in just a snap. like appointments, or tasks that i need to complete, or some nice memories from the past which lynn can remember but i cant. she can remember how we met and became frens up till now. i cant. i oni can remember i walk home from skool everyday and... thats it. maybe there's more but i cant remember now, unless she told me and i'll try to pick up pieces and put it back together... gosh... bieboo and a few frens was laughing at me saying i got old sickness 'lou yan chi oi jing'. i was kinda heart broken at 1st when they laughed. i cant blame them. if it's me, i'll say the same. sighs... i'm afraid i'll get this old sickness thing at the early age... sighs...

the more i type this the more i feel like shit... geeees... wat to eat to improve my memory arh? pig brain? or monkey brain? whichever it is, its ok la. i rather stick to my short term memory like dory in finding nemo. hehe...

就是爱你 -陶喆

我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式
就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你
我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你
Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起

1st met...

looking thru old stuffs really makes u feel better sometimes.



love u lots bieboo...

all i want is just spend more time with u...

is that just so hard?

cant u feel it we've been distant apart? can we spend more time to draw it closer?

i don't want to be distant from you. that's only making me feel that u dont love me anymore. i know i've been throwing temper at u recently, watelse can i do to get your attention? and like i've said, i'm afraid that u dont love me anymore.

we're spending time lesser and lesser... our conversations are getting shorter and shorter over the phone. wat went wrong?

i hate being away from you. it'll only make me feeling lonely and unloved. the only place i feel loved and secured is in ur arms.

is it too much to ask for?

Tonight's the Night - Janet Jackson

Stay away from my window
Stay away from my backdoor to
Disconnect the telephone line
Relax baby and draw that blind
Kick off your shoes and sit right down
Loosen up that pretty french gown
Let me pour you a good long drink
Ooh baby don't you hesitate cos
Tonight's the night
It's gonna be allright
Cos I love you girl
Ain't nobody gonna stop us now
C'mon angel my hearts on fire
Don't deny your man's desire
You'd be a fool to stop this tide
Spread your wings and let me come inside, cos
Tonight's the night
It's gonna be allright
Cos I love you girl
Ain't nobody gonna stop us now
(tonight's the night, tonight's the night, tonight's the night)
Don't say a word, my virgin child
Just let your inhibitions run wild
The secret is about to unfold

Upstairs before the night's to old, cos
Tonight's the night (tonight's the night)
It's gonna be allright
Cos I love you girl
Ain't nobody gonna stop us now (tonight, tonight's the night)
Tonight's the night (tonight's the night)
It's gonna be allright (tonight's the night)
Cos I love you boy
Ain't nobody gonna stop us now
This is so special
Tonight's the night
Don't be afraid
Tonight's the night
Don't be afraid
Tonight's the night
Don't be afraid
I wanna make things allright
Tonight's the night
Don't be afraid
Repeat and fade

what the fuck now??

im pissed... very pissed...

this morning we were having meeting with our assistant manager and as usual, all the shooting with AK-47. nightmare. not the 1st time. i got used to it. note: 'I' got used to it.

after meeting, my senior starts showing face. then, senior asked to call one of the dealer to get something from them. i was like... that is beyond my control and kesian them la, their customer is from JB for God's sake.

i have no choice. tho it's only the last 3 days i'll be here, i still have to do my part, i called the dealer and told him the situation. and i gave a week. hopefully he can make it.

then after this shit, she asked me to call all the quotation. its bloody saturday and everyone who have day off sure will wake up late so i wanna call probable noon. she was like, call all now! i wan to close every job now. wtf...

wat if... WAT IF... that customer wants to think about it? collect 1st then only think? u know wats the hassle to come here with all the jam and all??

shit...

which one leh?

i'm so so so torn apart. i dont know which one to choose... sighs...

all of them are so beautiful and i love them all... but i cant be buying all of them and wear it... sighs...

why dont u give me some suggestions? XD


Name : Puzzle - You Complete Me
i like this but i think it's a bit old fashion...



Name : Mark of Love
this is ok too i think, but i dont like the gold part thing...



Name : Ball with Hollow Out Pattern
i think this is very cute!!



Name : Love You
i like this too! it's i love you.... cannot really see it right? hehe...



Name : Valentine's Pendant
this is not too bad... i like it...

Name : Nobody Stops The Love
This was my previous one. but baby's necklace broke d, and mine too later on... pendant is still here. but was thinking to get a new one~ hehe... fatt haoo~~

heihhhh... how?? my favourites are ball, valentine's pendant and love you... how?? >.<

anyways, its from Mark of Love. Hehe... have a peep. i got this page by simply searching thru yahoo... enjoy~