Bad Daughter

I actually forgotten all about my mom's bday which falls on 17th june. Exactly the same date as me n kurisu's anniversary. We were suppose to hav steamboat at kurisu's house with a few frens 1 day b4 which falls on the 16th. So, my mind was only focusing on the steamboat n our anniversary. At the same time, kurisu's parents r flyin off to shang hai. Wat a coincidence.

So... We went for a gathering on the 1st n then went back home. Kurisu went back home of cos, while i crash at abbie's place. Cos kurisu suppose to go to johor on the next day. So on the 2nd, we were msging whole day n she ask me to ask the rest if the steamboat on the 16th is confirm or not. Then the next msg says something like, "then the next day we go hav dinner with your mom. It's her burfday!" I was very surprised. It totally had slipped off my mind n kurisu actually remembers it. I only remembered that it's steamboat n next day is our anniversary. I'm such a terrible daughter to forgot my own mom's bday. She even suggested that my mom join us for steamboat so that at strike midnite, we can blow candles n celebrate with her. So sweet.

I'm really glad to hav kurisu as my fren that i can talk to, my gf that we can pamper each other, my hubbie that i can count my future on, my soulmate that i can share my feelings with, my lifetime partner to walk with forever. Oh... N my personal reminder. =P

I'm really very afraid of losing her. The other day i had a really bad dream that kurisu is not here anymore. I cried in my sleep n cried even more harder when i'm awake. I dun wish to say much bout it. Just that, i'm really afraid of losing her...