Saturday, June 28, 2008

The Best Mistake I`ve Ever Made - Joanna Wang



One step too far
All at once I'm falling
Just like a star
I'm buring for you
Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way
I guess that was my first mistake
Cause suddenly I'm walking
Down a dark street to your door
Wanting you is driving me insane
And now my feet are standing
Where they've never stood before
Guided by a twist of fate
If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
I'm in your room
Now there's no denying
What's in your eyes
When I look at you
To shadows talking but they don't make a sound
Words have lost their meaning now
And the air has turned electric
Now I know the time is right
To put myself into your hands
And suddenly I'm shaking
As your fingers touch my skin
I don't need to understand
But If I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I won't be afraid
Cause even if my heart should break
You'd be the best mistake I ever made
And if tomorrow proves me wrong
I swear I don't belong
I know I'll carry on
So I will lose myself and bare my soul
Take this chance cause heaven knows
I'm so far gone, my choice is made
And even if my heart should break
When I lose myself with you tonight
Fall apart or hold on tight
Wrong or right I'll always say
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made
You're the best mistake I ever made

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Not Ready...

i've been whinning a lot. and i mean really a lot... and lots of things have happened really unexpected...

the girl who intro me to her company which conveniently is my neighbour, so i tumpang her car daily to work... has break the news to me that, she's gonna resign end of august... no no... she just changed her mind yesterday... she's leaving in july. not gonna give notice of wat-so-ever... if the company demanded for compensate... she said she dont care. she'll pay for it... whoaaa...

no! not whoaa~~ it's 'wtf!!'. i wont have any transport to go work anymore!! it's an industrial area so if we're talking about public transport here... forget it. how i wish there's public transport...

i've discussed with my fellow uncles... 3rd and 4th. 3rd uncle is always free in the morning. so he can fetch me to work in the morning! yay!! and as for 4th uncle will be sending me home after work as he is just working at the same row. however... there's some problems. his work requires to go outstation and mostly to s'pore... how to go home then?! i got no choice liao... cab.

u must be wondering, 'ask other colleagues lah'. asked already laaa... all oso never pass by my housing area... i would be happy enough if u just stop at the road side for me to walk as long as it is a 10 mins walking distant... but no... none... nil.. yilek!

that's about it on my transportation problem... working on getting a car to minus all the fuss i'm giving my uncles...

now... as for happenings in my very own department is disaster...
when i 1st enter this company, there's a lady entered one week earlier than me. and she is our team leader, head of our department. and i heard that ever since she's here, everything starts to run smoothly...

but...

unfortunately...

her last day was yesterday.

yesterday she starts to hand over things and guide us how are we suppose to maintain the department... it's scary tho when she starts calling me in her office and starts to pour out the things that i shud do. and i tell u, currently i have piled up 3 projects that need to be follow up. die...

honestly, i'm super freaking slow on catching up things... till now, i'm still rather blur how the system works and it's the 3rd month now. hence... the piled up work...

when i was in her room, she told me if i can maintain the way she told me how to, i may be the team leader/department head. i already felt the responsibility and burden there already... HELP!



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enough of boring stuffs... actually i shouldnt be thinking of work! i should be thinking wat is gonna happen starting later at 12 mid nite till tuesday!

b-e-c-a-u-s-e-------

i'm...

going for...

vacation!!!

weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

well, not very far and not very grand. just pulau kapas. watever it's related to sea, sand and clear sky. i'm happy liao! wahahahahahhaaa!!

it's already 6pm and no... i cannot wait!! 12am please come!!!