off day

having an off day it's like no offday. still got things to do that made me tired.

first went to get my i/c. and the bloody machine cant recognise my fingerprint. :(
which waited almost an hour. then followed mom to market. something happened here which i do not wish to mention anymore...

then went over HSBC near BB to open my account.. finally, im able to open my account. and again, the machine cant recognise my finger print. hmm... my fingerprint pattern able to change wan wor... opening an account is really killing me. it take so damn long till my mom got frustrated and afraid her chicken that she just bought would get smelly cos the weather was rather hot... but luckily it didnt. after done opening an account, im required to change my atm pin number. so i proceed to the atm and change it, but... that stupid machine must be very hungry. it ate my atm card! and it said my card is being detained bcos of the duno wat system got duno wat prob. so, i took the slip that says 'card detained' back up to the customer service executive. then again i waited... bahh... at the end, the machine i went to is set to out of service, and i'm able to get back my card.

after that, followed mom back to the restaurant. ate lunch, den rested a while den go out again, followed my mom around buying stuffs for restaurant. den now, back to the restaurant d. and freaking tired and sleepy... ZzZzZZzzzz...

now, gonna wait for hunnie to come over for dinner... hehe...

tmr got work lagi... ~~>.<~~

Sang Yu Wo... Yummy...

as usual, me n hunnie will go for dinner once a week at my mom's place. let me intro to u one of my mom's restaurant's specialty.

'Sang Yu Wo'

Sang Yu is fish and Wo is steamboat. the soup base is actually made out of normal soup mix with milk and the main dish for the soup is fried fish n fillet fish. if u had Yu Tao Mai before den u shud know how's the soup like. get the idea? nice eh?

u can add variety of things of ur choice in the pot. as for me and my hunnie's favourite is 'Kam Cham Ku' and also 'Yu Pin'. Yu Pin = fish fillet.

it was my off day so i took bus n train down to cheras to meet up with hunnie. and we went to peel road's carrefour. after getting the stuffs we wanna add in the steamboat, we went to my mom's restaurant. and then... the fest began...

i couldnt fit in anymore so hunnie ate most of it. it's also her favourite too. hehe... after that we had 'poppers' for dessert.

if anyone of u interested, can just ask me for details. it's located in tmn shamelin perkasa. or u can bring me n hunnie along for special discount rate. haha...

no eyes see...

i was on my way to work ystd in putraline train. witness something that is really disappointing...

i was napping in the train and there's an old chinese man sitting like 2 sits away from me. when there's 3 more stations left b4 reaching kl central, a malay lady and her child came in. to my surprised, the old chinese man gave his sit to the child. that old man was practically old till hunchback d... and he offered. the child just sat and i understand. budak kecik mana tau so many things? but her mother, for goodness sake shud know that her daughter is strong enough to stand than the old man. my god... i was really angry. i saw many people looking at the malay lady. i said out loud oh my god staring at that malay lady. and i offered my sit to that old man...

roughly the same incident happened to a fren of mine. she was sitting down and saw an old chinese lady walking in the train and my fren stood up wanting to offer that old lady the sit. once my fren got up, a malay lady rushes to get the sit. to my fren's surprised, my fren told her that the sit was meant to be for that old lady. the malay lady said 'takder bagi bagi. duduk, duduk jer la. apa nak bagi bagi?'

wahai minoriti malay malaysians... takder budi bahasa ke? tak belajar ke kat sekolah??

i'm not being discriminating. i dun mind being frens with malay or indian... but it just pisses me off to see things like that...

cant u be more courteous?

friendless...

i came to realise that im really friendless. when i just started working, a guy colleague asked me if i have any female friends to intro to him. i said i dont have any female friends. it's not that i dont want to. i'm happy if im able to match my frens up but i just dont have them. as a lesbian i am, i shud have more female friends than male friends. but i have none from both.

a male friend called me last nite, the only person i can call him a friend. and we chatted a while. and complained about me being friendless. he told me what goes around, comes around. for i have been a really bad player. he told me to look all the bad things from the past and mirror it. honestly, i almost wanted to cry. i believe this is y i wanna keep this r'ship i currently having, treasure it, learning from it, live with it...

he told me everything is fate. and just accept whatever is coming to me. i can accept whatever it is. i just dont want to lose this current r'ship. but however, i cant help being upset regarding being friendless. cos i am a human... i still need friends to talk to. i cant be talking about my lesbian things to a guy...

today, sam sent me a text msg at about 12pm asking me if i wanna have drinks. i cant be having drinks with my ex alone. my gf would kill me. so i asked if the others r coming along... she told me she'll arrange everything and will let me know. sam called me at 9pm telling me that the girl that suppose to confirm with sam whether she can fetch me or not didnt get her back. and when sam called that girl, she was already in kl with the others... there i was, staying at home waiting for confirmation... and ended up never even inform me... i dont mind if she cant fetch me. if she tells me that she cant fetch me.

when that male friend of mine told me to mirror it, i was like, have i ever mistreated friends? am i very hard to get along? i thought when u want someone to treat u nice n respect u, firstly, u must treat others nice n respect them... n thats how i treat my frens... and why am i treated the other way round now? is it bcos that i was a player b4 that is why am losing friends? or people refuse to mix around with me?